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Wednesday, November 9th 2005

10:14:03 AM

I'm back...(insert evil laugh here)

  • Mood/Feeling: tired but happy
  • Hearing: cars go by
  • Time?: job time
  • Drinking: nothing

I want to start off by saying that I'm so sorry I've been away for sooooo long.  I miss all my fellow "bloggers" so much.   I have been having a rather rough time in life lately.  I split from my husband, lost my kids, moved to a different state, had a mental breakdown, was in the hospital for a week, realized I miss my husband, now am trying to work things out with him.  Actually it didn't all just happen that quick   I was in a psychiatric hospital because I was feeling depressed and anxious and just overwhelmed.  It really helped a lot and my meds were increased to help with the  "crisis" I'm having.  I met three of the greatest girls while I was in there.  They helped save my life!! I'll leave their names out but I do want to thank them from the bottom of my heart. 

I can't chat long cause I'm looking for a job,  another big step for me.  It's hard to be a stay at home Mom for 5 years and give it up but I'm really excited! They boys are in daycare and preschool so they are adjusting well.  I need to have some money for Christmas and all the bills I've gotten behind on. Plus the time I spend with my kids and husband is better.  Today is our wedding anniversary. WOW! Four years   How do people make it to 25 and 50??? LOL

Have a great day, hope all is well!!

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